With this knowledge, I want to encourage others to experience the effectiveness of hagiotherapy. I truly know how man who suffers feels but also the one who is full of the joy of life.
By Editorial
Given by the Center for Hagiotherapy Split
Lack of love and my father’s rudeness made my childhood unhappy. I grew up in a person with a lack of security and determination, filled with fear and distrust of people. All of these feelings drove me into solitude and created a sadness that often no one could understand. For many, and for those closest to me, I was, as they used to say, „weird“.
The longing to be loved, hardworking and useful also determined the choice of my vocation. I worked as a nurse – I helped people and so to some extent accomlished my longing to be valuable.
Work filled me and diminished my fear, because of the belief that I had the right to life only if I was useful.
In search of love, I married very young, had two children, and divorced after 16 years of marriage. The lack of fundamental love made me a person who did not know how to receive or give love. The feeling that my life had not been accomplished and bad relationship with children led me to despair. Day by day my life turned into hell, I lost the meaning and purpose of existence. To hide my hopelessness from people, I reached for sedatives that „anaesthetized “ my pain.
My conscience very often, in silence and away from the noise of the world, warned me that I was on the wrong path. One day, inspired by the radio show of prof. Ivančić, „How to help a person spiritually“, I sought help at the Center for Hagiotherapy in Split. Already during the first meeting,
I felt that I could open my soul, that I could admit that I was weak, that I had fallen and that I needed help to get back up.
I wanted it with all my heart! I absorbed the words of the hagioassistant that the Father loves me, that he is my Creator, that he wanted me to exist… that I am valuable and precious to Him. Those words were „a balm“ for my wounded soul.
Over time, my thoughts became brighter and were filled with new knowledge. The happiest part of the day became a time for me to be with my Creator, read spiritual texts, and go to the Center. I felt my trampled dignity return. I grew to love myself, with all my weaknesses. I started to forgive and my relationship with the children started to change for the better. In addition, my psychophysical health has visibly improved: although I have had thyroid complications for years, I haven’t had to take any medication for a long time now and the doctors are surprised by my progress. I also didn’t need any aforementioned sedatives and sleeping pills after only a few hagiotherapy encounters. With this knowledge, I want to encourage others to experience the effectiveness of hagiotherapy. I truly know how man who suffers feels, but also the one who is full of the joy of life.
