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I began to come to hagiotherapy meetings although I didn’t know what hagiotherapy was but I had heard about professor Ivancic. I was seeking help, the meaning of life that was lost. I didn’t know who I was anymore and what fulfilled me, I had lost my identity. I thought that what others loved, I also loved. My character was something that I almost didn’t have anymore. I didn’t listen to myself or my intuition.
When I came to the first hagiotherapy meeting I heard the sentence, the truth that shocked me was that every negative thought destroys the cells of our brain. From that moment I started to worry about what would happen to me because my thoughts were mostly negative, especially about myself.
I decided to inscribe stronger, better thoughts inside myself, to resign from negative speech about myself and generally about everyone and everything.
There were days when I could be aware of that and practically do that but there were also days when I failed in that but I didn’t give up. Slowly that spiritual reality was being inscribed in me. After each meeting I experienced a new encouragement for personal change, to replace bad habits with good habits. I started to get to know myself and the processes that were going on in me. I began to realise what my obstacles were, what my damages were and why I couldn’t be what I longed to be. I started to discover the wealth inside me, my talent which is music. I began to work more on that talent and I found meaning through that.
The truth and goodness I received through these hagiotherapy meetings were curing my free will. The scientific approach helped me a lot to understand man, and to understand myself. It helped me change without somebody pointing fingers at me moralizing me and preaching to me.
I was absorbing that goodness and trust from a hagioassistent and was open for change. That all resulted in me becoming braver and more daring, with less self-pity and encouraged me to work on myself further and to grow.
